Responsibilities

I'm starting to wonder...where am i heading towards right now at this point of my life. After one incident that happened on that faithful Sunday, it seems to be a wakeup call for me. As if asking me to start prioritizing my things on hand and to make decisions when there is a need to.
My work, bowling, studies are all very important to me and social gathering with all my dear friends is something I cannot ignore. So if there comes a day i need to give up either one, what would that be? Can my body and mind under take all these stress and pressure? I need some time to really think through what i really i want in my life and the consequences and responsibilities that will come together with my decisions.

Questions like does doing something i like to do more important than what the real world and reality is trying to ask me to do? my passion or my future? my pleasure or my sacrifices? what is the thing that i really need to do right now?
I need to find an answer to all these questions before i could move on in my life. I need to know where i'm heading to. I need to be clear of what i should and should not be doing.

This is my life. I need to take responsible for it.

Little Surprises and Actions

Although I didn't party tonight or rent a chalet, I had an enjoyable yet tiring day. It's tiring cause it has been a long day for me. Enjoyable cause i'm blessed to have many people around me to do small little things for me. My mum cooked a sumptuous meal for me and my dear steffi has given me my blog's wallpaper...and of coz, some of my long lost friends remembered my birthday and dropped me smses...Once again, really thank you. Though i'm not good at expressing myself when comes to face to face, but deep down i'm really touched and delighted. no words can actually describe my feelings. =)


I had a long day today, so i'll go sleep earlier since i have school tmr...

special thanks to all who have remembered my birthday.

cheers,

The little things that adds up

All the small little efforts that was put in, can make another being feel that special thought.
Actions may speaks louder than words, but sometimes words can touch another person's heart.
It maybe something which you have said unconsiously, but it may meant a whole lot of a difference to the one who heard it.
At the receiving end you are blessed, and along the way from the starting point, there was always someone there for you.

To my parent who has constantly shown guidance and love, and to my all my friends who stood by me all these time and answering to my selfish needs. Thank you for everything. This day is probably one of the best birthdays I've ever had. A memorable and an expensive one. This day will always remain somewhere in my heart and even if I'm busy and my mind is occupied by something else, there will never be a time where I'll forget what I've received today regardless it is a material or a physcological one. =)

Funny and Happy Moments

I was too tired last night that i didnt have time to blog. But oh well, let me share with you my funny moments yesterday during training. The main casts were Kawai and Huifen. It all started with...
Kawai went to do up her bowling balls that she wants to bring up for Anchor. Something went terribly wrong after she received her bowling balls, 1. the inserts weren't the ones she has been using all these years. 2. the surface of all her bowling balls were either too polished or too dull. 3. her track was terrible. with these, you can imagine how she paniced coz she's leaving later at 5pm. As for huifen, her track was even worst. it went diagonally across her finger and thumb hole. My goodess, i doubt anyone can ever do that. and so, the conversation went like this.

Kawai: I am so dead man!
Huifen: Me too! Look at my track!
Kawai: Hey, we're on the same boat! But mine is sinking faster than yours...
She-na: lol
Kawai: but wait...how can my boat be sinking faster when me and huifen are on the same boat?!?!
she-na lol even harder until she can't bowl.

Kawai: She-na, i think i need to pray to God first before i go up for tournament coz i'm like so dead.
She-na: so what kind of God do you pray to?
Kawai: I pray to Buddha and Alah + Cannot Sala
She-na lol until she keeps laughing and really cannot concentrate when bowling. It was so damn funny can....

Oh my goodness, it was my first training that was so funny with kawai and huifen being in a panic state and saying weird things. lol.

Today is she-na is a happy girl! as my 21st bday is approaching, my parents bought me a gift. it is a set of jewerly. it compromises of a ring, a braclet and a necklace. it's all pure gold. this whole set is worth more than $1,500. My god, my take home pay also not that much. I really love the present a lot =) THANK YOU MUMMY AND DADDY.