2012 is a movie that talks about dooms day, which also means the end of the world. when mankind is facing a threat of being extinct. the graphics are really fantastic and spectacular. seriously. its a good show that i don't feel that i've wasted my money on it.
this movie is like a wake up call to all human beings who are still alive right now. to treasure and look at things from another perspective. seriously, i have no idea what i want to do when the world really comes to an end. maybe, just stay with my family would be all that i ask for. to stay alive? that would be a miracle and it can only happens when you have the luck, information, connection and resources.
life is so fragile, so short.
speaking about life, i so tired of everything right now. all these just keeps troubling me and i really wanted a break. getaway from everything and lead a life with no worries, no troubles and just to enjoy every single second of my life.
perhaps if i start to let it go one by one, i would probably feel better. sigh.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
New manga
hey peeps, just read this damn funny manga...lol...it's called Power...should go and read iit..couldnt stop laughing...
it really brightens up my day for sure :)
it really brightens up my day for sure :)
Friday, November 13, 2009
Entertain me more than you should
Had this hilarious interview with *you know you know* today. what a bad day to choose, it's friday the 13th. well, couldnt get any better, was caught in the rain for 15 mins and I ended eating Mr. Bean for lunch while waiting for the rain to subside.
They told me I was given a chance merely because they might need to use me for next year end major games. They are expecting me to be of their service when there is a need for them to call for me. well said. but this time round, i don't give a damn to whatever plans you guys have for me. bull crap.
funny isn't it? they told me that they wiill not only up the training fees next year, but also will do some re-arrangements to the co-share. it's no longer a refund of co-share once you qualify for masters, it depends on the magnitude of the tournament. they may even make it so that you have to finish a certain position in the FINALS to get your REFUND of the CO-SHARE. tell me, should i cry or laugh? but i find it laughable in many ways.
besides, they said people been complainiing about the 20% tax. well, they said that they even thought of reversing the situation. we pay all the full amount and if we win, they will give us 20% or more. well, wonder if they have brains, anyway, they don't have one to start with.
the day *you know you know* implement this, no one would want to join them anymore. we could get full sponsorship from somewhere else. and what happens to this supposedly a non-profit organization? have they ever wonder that they are speaking to a person who takes business?! what's more accounting and auditing. you've got to be kidding me. they think too full of themselves. which they have always been anyway.
and they made some unnecessary comparison. and i kinda shoot them with my "HRM" knowlegde. thank goodness i attended class today. so my memory is still kinda fresh. what nonsense are they spouting. comparing us to the westerners. you've got to be joking. our culture is not even the same with theirs to start with. don't be ridiculous people.
they told me so many jokes today. now that i'm thinking whether should i bowl for the upcoming event. because they say, no money no play. oh well, i'll just have to see what kind of faces they are going to show me. forget about the major, forget about Ovaltine, forget about everything. I'll take the ride and go off on my own.
felt so empty now that i no longer have so many commitments. was thinking of completing my music. after i stopped at grade 4, maybe i should continue to grade 8. not too bad an idea. music does not segregate age, gender or nationality. passion lies within the listener and how the listener interprets the music piece.
somehow, although i said that i felt empty but at the same time this feeling is also a sign of relief. finally, after many years of struggling, debating, anticipating, hoping, arguing, feeling disappointed and agony. i have put a stop to all these once and for all. like a stone lifted from my chest, i have truly given up hope on them.
i'm amused myself to think that i have stayed with them for so long. speaking about commitment, i had it compromise with other factors. i don't regret doing it but still will feel the ache. it's okay, it's just like a heartbreak. time heal. when i get too busy, i may eventually forget that i'ma bowler. I will be a successful person in my field of work. and show that i have not wasted my youth days for nothing.
i had my fun, laughter and sad moments. it's alright. this journey took me longer than it should. i'm tired. am not going to embark on this journey anymore. but to my friends from the same circle as me, i would certainly hope that even when i'm no longer with the organization, we are still friends who hangs out, have fun, talk cock, sing k, eat steamboat, play mj and party till we drop.
what a tiring day i had.
They told me I was given a chance merely because they might need to use me for next year end major games. They are expecting me to be of their service when there is a need for them to call for me. well said. but this time round, i don't give a damn to whatever plans you guys have for me. bull crap.
funny isn't it? they told me that they wiill not only up the training fees next year, but also will do some re-arrangements to the co-share. it's no longer a refund of co-share once you qualify for masters, it depends on the magnitude of the tournament. they may even make it so that you have to finish a certain position in the FINALS to get your REFUND of the CO-SHARE. tell me, should i cry or laugh? but i find it laughable in many ways.
besides, they said people been complainiing about the 20% tax. well, they said that they even thought of reversing the situation. we pay all the full amount and if we win, they will give us 20% or more. well, wonder if they have brains, anyway, they don't have one to start with.
the day *you know you know* implement this, no one would want to join them anymore. we could get full sponsorship from somewhere else. and what happens to this supposedly a non-profit organization? have they ever wonder that they are speaking to a person who takes business?! what's more accounting and auditing. you've got to be kidding me. they think too full of themselves. which they have always been anyway.
and they made some unnecessary comparison. and i kinda shoot them with my "HRM" knowlegde. thank goodness i attended class today. so my memory is still kinda fresh. what nonsense are they spouting. comparing us to the westerners. you've got to be joking. our culture is not even the same with theirs to start with. don't be ridiculous people.
they told me so many jokes today. now that i'm thinking whether should i bowl for the upcoming event. because they say, no money no play. oh well, i'll just have to see what kind of faces they are going to show me. forget about the major, forget about Ovaltine, forget about everything. I'll take the ride and go off on my own.
felt so empty now that i no longer have so many commitments. was thinking of completing my music. after i stopped at grade 4, maybe i should continue to grade 8. not too bad an idea. music does not segregate age, gender or nationality. passion lies within the listener and how the listener interprets the music piece.
somehow, although i said that i felt empty but at the same time this feeling is also a sign of relief. finally, after many years of struggling, debating, anticipating, hoping, arguing, feeling disappointed and agony. i have put a stop to all these once and for all. like a stone lifted from my chest, i have truly given up hope on them.
i'm amused myself to think that i have stayed with them for so long. speaking about commitment, i had it compromise with other factors. i don't regret doing it but still will feel the ache. it's okay, it's just like a heartbreak. time heal. when i get too busy, i may eventually forget that i'ma bowler. I will be a successful person in my field of work. and show that i have not wasted my youth days for nothing.
i had my fun, laughter and sad moments. it's alright. this journey took me longer than it should. i'm tired. am not going to embark on this journey anymore. but to my friends from the same circle as me, i would certainly hope that even when i'm no longer with the organization, we are still friends who hangs out, have fun, talk cock, sing k, eat steamboat, play mj and party till we drop.
what a tiring day i had.
Monday, November 9, 2009
New manga
Hi peeps. just read thiis manga which is damn good...The Change!
to know more about the plot pls visit my other anime and manga world webbie!!
OMG!!! SO FUNNY!!!
to know more about the plot pls visit my other anime and manga world webbie!!
OMG!!! SO FUNNY!!!
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Picking up pieces of myself
Hi peeps! I'm back from my nepal trip quite a few days ago but have been too busy recently and lazy as well, so didnt have the time to blog. I haven't even tag my photos yet, sigh, will do that soon.
Anyway, I want to Kathmandu and Pokhara in Nepal. Nice place with splendid view and scenery. Snowy moutains, beautiful sunrise and cooling weather helps me to feel refreshed as well as relaxed. Never really felt like this before back in Singapore since the day I stepped into adulthood. Sounds old. But true enough, i'm not young anymore.
Well, before the trip some stuff happened. Something I felt so embarrased about and something I felt super ashamed of myself. Fell for the same old trick, same old trap, same old me. Fuck! well, I don't really want to mention names but what happen is some modelling agent approached me, took pictures and videos, signed a "contract" and gave him a $100. Now, i'm on his web.
Well, I reap what I sow even though i regretted so badly after that. I really hated myself for that. I emailed and smsed him and ask for the removal of my media but he simply refuses and instead ask for a matchplay against me. a bowling of 3 games and winner call the shot. I asked him to fuck off.
Apparently I am still on his website and I am still bugging him to remove my profile. It boils down to the point that I really hated myself. Seriously, what the hell was I thinking back then. It's a shame that I never learn my lesson. I swear that I will never give a second thought to this kinda thing anymore. I still hate myself for that. Until the day he decides to take down my profile, I don't think I could forgive myself.
Sound serious right? It is. No joke.
Now that i'm being thrown back to reality, bowling sucks. yea, screw them. Besides I have been neglecting my studies so its about time i start picking it up. I still hate myself. Sigh.
I really hope that the stupid, brainless, idiotic, fucked up and annoying bastard, faggot, moron, asshole would remove my profile. everytime i talk about this, i hated myself even more. Please don't bring this up. I really hated it unless I need to vent my anger.
Casting all these aside, I really enjoyed Kathmandu. no worries, no cellphones, no laptops, no work, no burden. As light as the breeze, as free as the clouds. Although the living condition is very bad, it still feels nice and good to be there.
I want to feel like this again.
Anyway, I want to Kathmandu and Pokhara in Nepal. Nice place with splendid view and scenery. Snowy moutains, beautiful sunrise and cooling weather helps me to feel refreshed as well as relaxed. Never really felt like this before back in Singapore since the day I stepped into adulthood. Sounds old. But true enough, i'm not young anymore.
Well, before the trip some stuff happened. Something I felt so embarrased about and something I felt super ashamed of myself. Fell for the same old trick, same old trap, same old me. Fuck! well, I don't really want to mention names but what happen is some modelling agent approached me, took pictures and videos, signed a "contract" and gave him a $100. Now, i'm on his web.
Well, I reap what I sow even though i regretted so badly after that. I really hated myself for that. I emailed and smsed him and ask for the removal of my media but he simply refuses and instead ask for a matchplay against me. a bowling of 3 games and winner call the shot. I asked him to fuck off.
Apparently I am still on his website and I am still bugging him to remove my profile. It boils down to the point that I really hated myself. Seriously, what the hell was I thinking back then. It's a shame that I never learn my lesson. I swear that I will never give a second thought to this kinda thing anymore. I still hate myself for that. Until the day he decides to take down my profile, I don't think I could forgive myself.
Sound serious right? It is. No joke.
Now that i'm being thrown back to reality, bowling sucks. yea, screw them. Besides I have been neglecting my studies so its about time i start picking it up. I still hate myself. Sigh.
I really hope that the stupid, brainless, idiotic, fucked up and annoying bastard, faggot, moron, asshole would remove my profile. everytime i talk about this, i hated myself even more. Please don't bring this up. I really hated it unless I need to vent my anger.
Casting all these aside, I really enjoyed Kathmandu. no worries, no cellphones, no laptops, no work, no burden. As light as the breeze, as free as the clouds. Although the living condition is very bad, it still feels nice and good to be there.
I want to feel like this again.
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