I have been thinking for quite a while about creating another blog, link or any online source for my manga and anime review. I find it quite inconvenient to read my own stories plus all my reviews for mangas and animes. Hence, probably I will start something so that readers has the convenient to choose what they want to read.
Will update again.
Sayonara!
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
how many more times
shocked. not exactly. i've kinda expected it somehow since today is his birthday. yesterday when i saw the latest event posted on my facebook wall, it stated that it was ***"old flame" birthday. i was contemplating whether should i drop him a birthday message but decided not to because i dont want to mislead him in any possible ways.
but who would expect him to nudge me on msn today and asked how's life. so well, just being nice i said hello and wished him a happy birthday. just a simple happy birthday and nothing else. i kept my sentences and reply short and simple. hopefully we can still be friends after what happen that very saturday night on siewmei's birthday.
he asked about my exams and school so told him that i've gotten busier lately and somehow seems to be running out of time. after which he got disconnected and then he drop me an sms. he said that he still misses me alot and would do whatever it takes to see me again even though he knows that my parents would disagree.
my reply to him was [even though there's no outcome to it al all?] and this is what he replied back [yup, even if there's no outcome to it, i know that i love you and that's a fact i cant deny regardless of whatever outcome...even if i must die, at least i spend my time with you and not worrying how the future's gonna turn out]
omg, his sms sounds damn serious. and my reply to him was to sleep early dun think too much and good night. am i cruel? now i'm thinking whether right from the start should i even reply to his messages.
at this point of time i wished i could talk to siewmei or maylou about this since they are the only ones who know about the whole story. but i couldnt find them online. i thought of talking to steffi, but she's not online either.
this is where i need to tell myself to solve your own problems and stop depending on others. i really don't know how to deal with this situation. who can really understand how my heart feels now. really. i dont even know where to start looking at the root of this problem.
i need to start to calm my mind, and heart to look at a clearer picture. to judge from a third person's point of view. i need to solve this problem on my own. how?
i want some answers.
***note people, someone pointed it out to me the other time about this. well, when i said old flame, it doesnt mean he was someone i used to date or something. it's just a reference for me to call him by names. because at that point of time i couldn't think of any other suitable names, that's why i used "old flame" as a representative for this person. So, please do not mistaken him as someone who is really an old flame. thanks peeps.
but who would expect him to nudge me on msn today and asked how's life. so well, just being nice i said hello and wished him a happy birthday. just a simple happy birthday and nothing else. i kept my sentences and reply short and simple. hopefully we can still be friends after what happen that very saturday night on siewmei's birthday.
he asked about my exams and school so told him that i've gotten busier lately and somehow seems to be running out of time. after which he got disconnected and then he drop me an sms. he said that he still misses me alot and would do whatever it takes to see me again even though he knows that my parents would disagree.
my reply to him was [even though there's no outcome to it al all?] and this is what he replied back [yup, even if there's no outcome to it, i know that i love you and that's a fact i cant deny regardless of whatever outcome...even if i must die, at least i spend my time with you and not worrying how the future's gonna turn out]
omg, his sms sounds damn serious. and my reply to him was to sleep early dun think too much and good night. am i cruel? now i'm thinking whether right from the start should i even reply to his messages.
at this point of time i wished i could talk to siewmei or maylou about this since they are the only ones who know about the whole story. but i couldnt find them online. i thought of talking to steffi, but she's not online either.
this is where i need to tell myself to solve your own problems and stop depending on others. i really don't know how to deal with this situation. who can really understand how my heart feels now. really. i dont even know where to start looking at the root of this problem.
i need to start to calm my mind, and heart to look at a clearer picture. to judge from a third person's point of view. i need to solve this problem on my own. how?
i want some answers.
***note people, someone pointed it out to me the other time about this. well, when i said old flame, it doesnt mean he was someone i used to date or something. it's just a reference for me to call him by names. because at that point of time i couldn't think of any other suitable names, that's why i used "old flame" as a representative for this person. So, please do not mistaken him as someone who is really an old flame. thanks peeps.
Friday, September 4, 2009
Naughty Me!
as usual, my day today is as long as ever but despite my long and tiring day, i'm looking forward for this coming weekend.
saturday, csc gang is going to have a farewell party for clement tan because he is going to NS soon. to train himself to be a better man =) but they have league till late and party will only start after that which is about 10pm plus. now, i'm contemplating whether shld i go or not. sigh.
plus, on the fb invitation, the organizer didnt invite me. it was a last min invitation by wee wee. well, maybe they didn't want me to be there. lol. okay, she-na stop jumping into conclusion. well, we'll see how things goes :)
sunday will be a steamboat days with siewmei and maylou. super looking forward to that. wanna gossip with them more and enjoy some girl's talk with them...we'll be having our dinner at bugis. if it's good, steffi and gang, next time i'll bring all of u there to eat...whack!
hanayouseisama wa 16-sai is a dissapointment. they translate halfway here and there. makes my reading so screwed up. wish i could read jap but too bad i can only understand by hearing. damn it. why can't the translator do a better job. i'm referring to a manga by the way in case if you are wondering what i'm blabbering about.
finished watching shaman king AGAIN. so now i kinda wanna read their manga. wants to know what happen next coz i highly doubt they will have a season 2 for that anime. although i thought it was a pretty good anime just that there are some parts here and there are missing. IMPT parts especially.
well, i'm tired. wanna sleep. good night peeps!
saturday, csc gang is going to have a farewell party for clement tan because he is going to NS soon. to train himself to be a better man =) but they have league till late and party will only start after that which is about 10pm plus. now, i'm contemplating whether shld i go or not. sigh.
plus, on the fb invitation, the organizer didnt invite me. it was a last min invitation by wee wee. well, maybe they didn't want me to be there. lol. okay, she-na stop jumping into conclusion. well, we'll see how things goes :)
sunday will be a steamboat days with siewmei and maylou. super looking forward to that. wanna gossip with them more and enjoy some girl's talk with them...we'll be having our dinner at bugis. if it's good, steffi and gang, next time i'll bring all of u there to eat...whack!
hanayouseisama wa 16-sai is a dissapointment. they translate halfway here and there. makes my reading so screwed up. wish i could read jap but too bad i can only understand by hearing. damn it. why can't the translator do a better job. i'm referring to a manga by the way in case if you are wondering what i'm blabbering about.
finished watching shaman king AGAIN. so now i kinda wanna read their manga. wants to know what happen next coz i highly doubt they will have a season 2 for that anime. although i thought it was a pretty good anime just that there are some parts here and there are missing. IMPT parts especially.
well, i'm tired. wanna sleep. good night peeps!
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
what a crazy day I had
Now, where should I start talking about it... ... ...
I guess it all started with my morning class. well, i'm supposed to have Audit lessons today at 9.30am and when i reach there, the lessons was cancelled because my lecturer called in the morning and reported sick. wasted my trip and my precious sleep. Neverming about that, so I decided to ga back hone and continue my sweet dreams.
At around 11.00am to 12noon, i recieved a couple of smses from Siewmei and Maylou telling me that our exam results are out. But because i was too tired, i didnt bother to check until i started hearinh unplesant news.
Went downstairs to the bookshop to get the Aural Test Scores binded as requested by one of the teachers. While waiting, it suddenly rain like cats and dogs. So, i was kinda stuck there for like 10mins of so until the rain kinda subsided a bit before heading home.
After i reach home, checked my results, i cabbed down to work. Bought Mac for lunch and to my horror, i forgot to bring my office keys. Well done Ong She-Na. So i had to cab home and cab back to my office... Today, Comfort Taxi earned quite a bit from me. Congratulations.
Next, I bought Old Chang Kee for breakfast and the aunty thought that I was a secondary school student and gave me discount. well, that's very nice of her and so I accepted her offer. LOL. that's the good thing that happened today.
Oh yea, another thing is i passed my second year uni and everything went smoothly. That's good. although some of my friends didnt get through it as smoothly as i did, there are really many of my friends who took UOL failed at least one module. Damn, i'm super lucky.
And, my keyboard, the "I" button came off. tried putting it back but the key does not stick to the stick anymore. so right now as i type, the "I" buttons keeps coming off and sometimes it doesnt receive the message.
anyway, i forgot what i wanted to say coz i'm damn tired now. Oyasumi nasai.
I guess it all started with my morning class. well, i'm supposed to have Audit lessons today at 9.30am and when i reach there, the lessons was cancelled because my lecturer called in the morning and reported sick. wasted my trip and my precious sleep. Neverming about that, so I decided to ga back hone and continue my sweet dreams.
At around 11.00am to 12noon, i recieved a couple of smses from Siewmei and Maylou telling me that our exam results are out. But because i was too tired, i didnt bother to check until i started hearinh unplesant news.
Went downstairs to the bookshop to get the Aural Test Scores binded as requested by one of the teachers. While waiting, it suddenly rain like cats and dogs. So, i was kinda stuck there for like 10mins of so until the rain kinda subsided a bit before heading home.
After i reach home, checked my results, i cabbed down to work. Bought Mac for lunch and to my horror, i forgot to bring my office keys. Well done Ong She-Na. So i had to cab home and cab back to my office... Today, Comfort Taxi earned quite a bit from me. Congratulations.
Next, I bought Old Chang Kee for breakfast and the aunty thought that I was a secondary school student and gave me discount. well, that's very nice of her and so I accepted her offer. LOL. that's the good thing that happened today.
Oh yea, another thing is i passed my second year uni and everything went smoothly. That's good. although some of my friends didnt get through it as smoothly as i did, there are really many of my friends who took UOL failed at least one module. Damn, i'm super lucky.
And, my keyboard, the "I" button came off. tried putting it back but the key does not stick to the stick anymore. so right now as i type, the "I" buttons keeps coming off and sometimes it doesnt receive the message.
anyway, i forgot what i wanted to say coz i'm damn tired now. Oyasumi nasai.
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