Moutain and River

Finally finish packing my laguage for my 10 days trip to Nepal. I can't wait to get there.

This trip is probably an excuse for me to break away from my "forever so busy" schedule and to have some room to breathe. Also for me to cool my head and seek for guidance for inner peace... *sounds like i'm going to be a nun* lol, Joking.

Anyway, it is true that this trip is for me to clear my head but it is to find the direction that I must take in future. From a career prospective and also in relationship. After reflecting on what I did before on "woodblock" and "old flame", I've realised that all along I have never been true to my own heart. I am avoiding this situation and ended up giving wrong messages to the wrong person.

Alright, MY BAD! So, now i'm going to do my best to salvage what ever I can. Hopefully I still stand a chance. It's not like i'm going to confess or anything but since I plan to leave the bowling circle, I don't think I'll get to see woodblock anymore. Hence, it would be a good opportunity for me to clarify things with woodblock.

I don't know if I stand a chance now for woodblock but at least I would want to know what was his feelings back then. This could at least lighten my heart a little. With this, it's also about time I should make my stand clear for old flame. He may have very good future prospect but he probably won't be able to give me happiness.

Now my question is should I clarify things with woodblock face to face or over the phone? Well, any suggestion? Just for your information, he is a reserved and shy guy. So what would be the best? Another thing to take into consideration is I won't be able to see him anymore after AIA. So How?

Next is should I tell him after his tourny or before? Since it's going to be a trashing session, what would be the best strategy? Sigh.

By the way, I'm really thinking of quitting bowling for good. Probably soon. So people, don't jump or drop your jaws when you hear news like this. I've already given you ample time to prepare your heart. LOL.

I realised that I kinda like woodblock. Like seriously. omg.

It has been a while now

Well, i realised that i havent been blogging for quite some time for now coz i was really really busy...with work, training and also studying...i'll try to summarise all of it again once i have more time...