Who could have thought that I could manage to pass through my weekend just like that. in a blink of an eye. my saturday is gone. and what is this thing that made it all that easy for me? they are my friends and bowling. just like what i've expected, bowling really occupies a lot in me. and with all those amazing friends tonight, they have just made my weekend happier.
I thought that i would have to struggle through my weekends, that would seems longer than any other days, but surprisingly i made it through the night without thinking much about you. not as much as when i'm alone, doing nothing. i am glad. glad that i don't have to think about you. at least i know that i've made some progress on my own.
Something nice came up today, Thanapon, this thai friend of mine, came by to Singapore and went back in an instant. -.- as usual. he comes and goes just like an unexpected gust of wind. one moment i received an sms from him saying that he's in Singapore and the next sms he would be telling me that he's leaving in a few hours time. dear me have to remind him that he would need to text me earlier to at least allow me to do some planning to meet him or at least, send him off at the airport. today's timing was just bad. nothing he does coincides with mine. but he's understanding and knew that i'm really tied down with some important appointments and told me that he would notify me in advance. i would appreciate that, boy!
Anyway, i have just wasted the night like that, although i enjoyed it :), i need to get back to my books as soon as possible. guess what, i have decided to particiapte in some mini competition tomorrow even though i know that i am not ready for that yet. and i really need to study. please, whoever is up there, give me some extra brain cells and allow me to study my MA enough to just pass my test. at least. -.- omg. and i realised that procrastination is my best friend. and that's bad. zomg.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Friday, March 5, 2010
There's something about a girl :)
"There’s something about a girl when she’s in love.
When a girl is in love she devotes everything she has to him, and everything she does is because he’s worth it. She reaches out to grab your hand because yours are the only ones that fit perfectly with hers. She cries to you because she finds the warmest comfort in you. She forgives you no matter how many times you’ve hurt her. She cooks you your favorite food just to see you smile. She fights hard with you because she cares. She teaches you a lesson only to help you learn and grow. She kisses you unexpectedly because everything in her body wants to. She calls you when things are bad because you tend to ease the hurt. She drops plans with her girlfriends because she rather spend time with you. She falls asleep in your arms because it’s where she wants to be. She hurts when you are hurting. She sticks by your side even when times are wrong. She surprises you because nothing makes her happier than making you happy. She pays for your shit because she actually wants to. But a lot of the reason why she does all of that is because she’s afraid to lose you.
There’s something about a girl when she’s on her own.
When a girl is independent she devotes everything she has to herself, and everything she does is because she knows she’s worth it. She doesn’t need anybody to hold her hand, she could do it on her own. She cries to herself because she knows she’ll make it through the night. She forgets you once you’ve hurt her. She keeps food on the table for herself. She fights hard for herself because she cares. She learns and grows from her own mistakes. She doesn’t kiss just because. She doesn’t need anybody to help her ease the hurt. She drops plans with her girlfriends because she rather spend time alone. She doesn’t need somebody next to her just to get some sleep. She hurts. She knows to stick to herself when times are wrong. She doesn’t need surprises because she knows what makes her happy. She pays for her own shit because she actually wants to. But a lot of the reason why she does all of that is because she has lost you."
Quoted from my lover's blog :)
since she has private her blog and not everyone can see this. and here i thought that this post of hers is rather true and would like to share it with all the other girls out there. and for you boys, take note that this is what exactly is happening to girls in these situation. ***although not all girls are like this***
When a girl is in love she devotes everything she has to him, and everything she does is because he’s worth it. She reaches out to grab your hand because yours are the only ones that fit perfectly with hers. She cries to you because she finds the warmest comfort in you. She forgives you no matter how many times you’ve hurt her. She cooks you your favorite food just to see you smile. She fights hard with you because she cares. She teaches you a lesson only to help you learn and grow. She kisses you unexpectedly because everything in her body wants to. She calls you when things are bad because you tend to ease the hurt. She drops plans with her girlfriends because she rather spend time with you. She falls asleep in your arms because it’s where she wants to be. She hurts when you are hurting. She sticks by your side even when times are wrong. She surprises you because nothing makes her happier than making you happy. She pays for your shit because she actually wants to. But a lot of the reason why she does all of that is because she’s afraid to lose you.
There’s something about a girl when she’s on her own.
When a girl is independent she devotes everything she has to herself, and everything she does is because she knows she’s worth it. She doesn’t need anybody to hold her hand, she could do it on her own. She cries to herself because she knows she’ll make it through the night. She forgets you once you’ve hurt her. She keeps food on the table for herself. She fights hard for herself because she cares. She learns and grows from her own mistakes. She doesn’t kiss just because. She doesn’t need anybody to help her ease the hurt. She drops plans with her girlfriends because she rather spend time alone. She doesn’t need somebody next to her just to get some sleep. She hurts. She knows to stick to herself when times are wrong. She doesn’t need surprises because she knows what makes her happy. She pays for her own shit because she actually wants to. But a lot of the reason why she does all of that is because she has lost you."
Quoted from my lover's blog :)
since she has private her blog and not everyone can see this. and here i thought that this post of hers is rather true and would like to share it with all the other girls out there. and for you boys, take note that this is what exactly is happening to girls in these situation. ***although not all girls are like this***
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Hmm...
several questions were asked. not from me. but from others, to me.
it got me thinking. and pondering about it.
honestly, i am feeling disturbed by the questions that they asked me. so disturbed. and at the same time upset with myself.
what should i do now?
this cannot drag any longer. it has to come to an end. but it is not the time yet.
patience. patience. the right time will come, for me to leave this game.
i need to wait. to execute this. wait.
it got me thinking. and pondering about it.
honestly, i am feeling disturbed by the questions that they asked me. so disturbed. and at the same time upset with myself.
what should i do now?
this cannot drag any longer. it has to come to an end. but it is not the time yet.
patience. patience. the right time will come, for me to leave this game.
i need to wait. to execute this. wait.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Mood: Panic
Fuck! I just realised that i couldnt find the CD that Jane has handed to me on Sunday. I need to pass that to Flora on Thursday along with the keys and the expenses documents. omg. my room is in mess and i really cannot remember where the hell i put that CD! Fuck!
I remembered taking it out, placing it somewhere that i thought at the back of my head "it will be convenient for me to bring out so that i wont forget" and i remembered that i was packing my notes on that day because i need to study on monday. and and and, i remembered bring a lot of stuff home on sunday and wtf! i forgot where i put that CD.
omg omg omg omg...i'm so dead...i need my memories back! of all things i forget, i choose to forget where i place the CD. NB! WTF! memories, sobz! please come back..i need to recall and i only have till thursday and i haven't start studying for MA on thursday and I DON'T HAVE MY ORGANIZER WITH ME!
i feel so handicap...
sobz...cd...please come out!
I remembered taking it out, placing it somewhere that i thought at the back of my head "it will be convenient for me to bring out so that i wont forget" and i remembered that i was packing my notes on that day because i need to study on monday. and and and, i remembered bring a lot of stuff home on sunday and wtf! i forgot where i put that CD.
omg omg omg omg...i'm so dead...i need my memories back! of all things i forget, i choose to forget where i place the CD. NB! WTF! memories, sobz! please come back..i need to recall and i only have till thursday and i haven't start studying for MA on thursday and I DON'T HAVE MY ORGANIZER WITH ME!
i feel so handicap...
sobz...cd...please come out!
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