What's now

dear fifi msn me at like 2am and told me that he bf lied to her with photos from his ex on his ex's facebook wall. so you see, facebook is a device that acts as a weapon and sometimes a shield. however that latter one is not very often. see what internet can do? it does wonders.

she is like an erupted volcano that i think can at least kill more than 1,000km radius, of people around her. but you cant blame her that she flares up like that. basically her bf lied and he told a very big lie that even if he jumps into the yellow river, it cant prove his innocence. seriously, i cant really tell if fifi or her bf is at fault.

to think abt it again, if her bf can cheat on his ex to be together with her, it shows that he would prob do the same to her right? and i know fifi must have prepared herself for this and that's why she never gave 100% of her heart to him. at the end of the day, there is no one except yourself to protect your own heart. and there's just so little that she can do because that faggot is already on his way to australia. what a smart move. but he better be prepared to face the typhoon later.

when this happens to her, it rings a bell in me that i have to reflect on myself too. just so you know, i'm caught in a very difficult position and a little more complicated than fifi's. at least hers is clear cut. which makes things so much easier to handle. that's what i think at the very least. but again, when it comes to the heart, things can never be any where simpler.

maybe i shld start to look into this whole damn thing again and really carefully consider every aspects on possibilities and probabilities. economics and stats may not be my strongest module but i can get thru it pretty alright. so prob it is time for me to apply the correct equation to the problems to find the best fit answer.

if u ask will everything be fine? of course it does since time has always been the best medicine around since ages ago but at the same time, it is the most bitter medicine too. so i should start to buckle up and brace myself. having saying all that, i know that fifi prob knew that something like this is going to happen sooner or later. just like how i know what the outcome is going to be. it's a matter of sooner or later.

according to the "art of war", to fight a battle, you must end it fast and swift to prevent more casualties because as the fight drags longer, the more people will get hurt.

so u see, it is all prob the right time now. i guess. it is just choosing the best tactics for this.

steffi, u know what u must do right. at least do those things that u know u have to know and must find out. from there, your picture will be clearer and your view will be better and u will be able to make a better decision.

life's like this :)